Something about me: The person behind the name....

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When I nearly died it made me think-

This can happen any moment

I better hurry and do what I want

I started to live like I never lived before

When the fear of death is gone, nothing can bother you and nothing can stop you..

quote:50 cent

Continuation...

as I finished school.. things turned way different..I was a 17 years old guy ready to make the world mine.. at least that was what I thought...

My mother started staying more in touch.. to which seemed fake to me...I could be wrong but When a person not just a person my own mother who just visits once an year suddenly starts being loving and caring, it just wasn't enough for me...I felt that I dint need her now after i had grown up...

My father still the same old routine..sometimes think that someone is making him atleast say a word to me...

Rest of the family? well caught up in their own things...even though they take sometime of to talk a lively discussion making fake stories about me.. yea if any of u are reading yes u can go shove your head up your arse :)

What about me then?
as I finished school.. things turned way different..I was a 17 years old guy ready to make the world mine.. at least that was what I thought... 1 year of vacation gave enough time to socialize with different people... most of them girls.. practicing what I studied aint wrong right? :P

after that I went abroad to study IT... Srilanka a cool place if one got enough money... well I dint have money...but I did have one thing..MAGIC.. yea that's right.. i used magic to keep my self at the top of the social circle.. yea i know it sounds corny but it works :)

and 2 years latter i came back.. i was different...

I moved to my mothers house where i had 2 little brothers and one little sister..it was ok..I decided that my mother's ok.. she was cool at first..and i was happy there..

my father meanwhile decided that I was one of the most notorious Gangster/Drug Adict guys who keeps killing people with swords just with no reason..all cause i choose not to go to CHSE and cause i was keeping contact with my mother... few months passed and I started noticing things..

my mother was a fun person happy most of the times.. but she had this side to her.. she takes what others say quite seriously and keeps thinking about it until goes into this pycho mode where she might even beat up my little brothers and shouts all the time.. I know it's not cool to write about my own mother like this soo ill leave it to this point....

I was having mulple relationships which the girls all know about each other.. and if they dint like it it's cool they can go..plenty of fish in the sea...I was doing shit i wouldn't ever dream of, goin to over 46 resorts, performing magic on the street, having soo many friends that most of them I dont even remember thier names..yes i was having the time of my life....

All of that gave me freakin high self esteem soo much that man i cant even describe it... some call me an asshole even but hey am being me so IT DOSENT MATTER..

then I met Her...that special girl...Guys Be honest. It has happened to all of us. There was this girl... A girl you might have never even talked to... But still... You couldn't help but think about her all day...

For the first time in my life I was hesitant.. man I dint know what to do funny part is I met her in a dream.. yea it all sounds ridiculous but man I know for a fact that girl's the one.. unlucky for me I dint see her face... All i could remember is.. me and he walking slowly on a beach while it was raining...Hopefully will meet her soon...

Again... this post too seems to be missing something..

Thanx for reading
....DarkCasanova....